So, I was thinking last night as I watched the Oscars... this happens every year. The thinking. The darn thinking and the tugging and the pulling and the pressure. I love the Oscars. Ever since I was a little kid it has been my dream to be up on that stage some day. So, why am I not? Last night I figured out part of it. I don't know what kind of life I want to have. There are so many options that sound so great! I'm not driven by one dream... and it's making any dream seem impossible. And after living in LA this summer, I'm not sure I'll ever want to go back... and how could I possibly be an Oscar winning actress in my lifetime? How would I even start? I have zero connections. It's heartbreaking. And the worst part is that I'm probably just making excuses so that I don't end up trying really hard and failing.
Okay, so, that wasn't that positive, but I needed to get it out... so here are my 5 things that I love!
1. Eating. I really enjoy food... all kinds of food. Pancakes and bacon are up there on the list.
2. Taking pictures. I'm so thankful for my new camera!
3. The Oscars... okay, that was cheap, since I wrote about it already. So, I particularly love that Slumdog Millionaire got so much praise and that Kate Winslet won!!!!
4. Deoderant. Where would we be without it?
5. Video Games. I've spent so much of my life without them. Why?
2 comments:
Thinking happens. Relish it. You'll get there. Promise.
Love deoderant too but I love antiperspirant even more! HAHAHA.
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